What if you have already been yourself, an infinite amount of times, replaying the same life over and over again, going through the same ups and downs, getting heartbroken, striking it rich, et cetera, until you finally got your life "correct", the exact way you wanted. Not your parents, not your siblings, not what you saw on television.
I keep thinking this to myself the more I start focusing on what I want to do in this world. I want to help the homeless; get all the spiritual knowledge I have to the children; prepare this world for the next generation, for the next "training" session we have to undergo to escape this hell and too much more.
How many more times will I (and you) reincarnate on this plane and let people starve to death because they refuse to be a part of a broken system? Why are we allowing the leader of our country to bomb innocents living in other parts of the same planet, and praising him when he poses on a television show? What have we descended to where these actions are acceptable? When they are allowed to continue before balance, before judgment is reckoned by the universe and wrecks havoc on our society?
Everything we see wrong in the world is a direct reflection of ourselves. I'm not saying to blame yourself for the bombings happening on other sides of the world, or to feel responsible for lending a hand to all vagabonds and homeless. But I am saying we are presented, every single day, with a choice of letting these social hiccups continue or stopping it in its tracks; however, we must first gather the power to alter reality for the better.
Therefore, be the best you that you can be. Attain to everything you want to in this life. Stop wasting time and BE, stop becoming (as Osho said). The time between ourselves and what we want to be is a figment of our imagination. It only takes constant practice and effort, willpower and self-love to accomplish our goals. Stick to it and you will look down at your hands and see the power they have already had since your beginning.
Wholeness and much love.
Dream Knowledge Part 1 - Molecular Knowledge
Wholeness! Today I thought to share some knowledge that had come to me in dream state after applying some deep breathing techniques.
In this dream, I spoke to a spiritual adept, James "Sevan" Bomar III, author of the Code to the Matrix, an incredible book exposing the trickery of the true "powers that be" who have been manipulating humanity for millennia, and still are manipulating some of us today. Although I'm sure it wasn't actually him giving me a personal dissertation, this information still is worth a good read.
Getting to the root of this dream, my image of Sevan spoke to me about several things. We established everything we do imprints on our DNA tiny engravings that affect us on a molecular level. Therefore every single molecule of vibrational data we allow into out spheres will alter our entire being (mind, body and soul) in some manner.
I was shown at least two different scenarios as examples. The first was a bucket of vanilla ice cream. It was huge and boy was it delicious. I kept eating and eating. Eventually, however, Sevan placed a dog in the bucket, just opposite side of the bucket that I was eating, and he told me to continue on, noticing I had stopped.
It makes sense: someone drops a dog into your ice cream, and suddenly you realize this treat is wasted. The mere thought of a hairy, shedding animal who licks his genitals and then his fur touching your food is enough to deter most from eating further. But that image of a dog is enough to spark a thought, which is enough to spark an action. That is the crucial thing to extract from this experiment.
But imagine if I were blindfolded, couldn't smell the dog and the dog remained completely silent, and I only heard Sevan lower an object into the ice cream bowl. The same event takes place, except that now only my perception of a dog is removed; it could now be anything. Would I still eat the ice cream? Would you still eat the ice cream?
In the next scenario, I was shown as image of a child sitting in a small tub. He was happy, cheerful, usually the status of a healthy child. Then, a sudden switch to these grotesque worms crawling over his body, free to explore any crevice they so desired, spreading dirty, grime and feces on his body.
The child's countenance immediately changed; his watery eyes glazed over with a film of unending torment and disgust, unable to release pressure; his shoulders drooped downward with the weight of helplessness; his energy drained and gone, the smile which once gave my joy replaced with a melancholy, flaccid attempt at oral expression. Merely watching such a sight drained me of my energy
There lied the lesson. We are deeply affected by events that happen to us, as much as we are affected by events that afflict to others. This was a dream; what happens when it becomes a horror movie? a super-violent video game? a brutal sport? promiscuous rap lyrics? a far-fetched comedy video? a TV show pelting us with opinions? a news caster relating violent crimes and heinous activities? I'm not demonizing any of these different mediums, but we must pay attention to how they are affecting us, on a much deeper, molecular level.
I will return to this article with some scientific data I can find on the subject, but just to reiterate: we need to monitor what we allow into our auras and orifices (eyes, mouth, nose, ears, pores, genitals, etc.). A simple voyeur experience is all the mind, body, spirit needs to have a very real, vivid reaction. Therefore, it's important that we only allow in that which will benefit us greatly. I'm most certain our cells will thank us later.
Getting to the root of this dream, my image of Sevan spoke to me about several things. We established everything we do imprints on our DNA tiny engravings that affect us on a molecular level. Therefore every single molecule of vibrational data we allow into out spheres will alter our entire being (mind, body and soul) in some manner.
I was shown at least two different scenarios as examples. The first was a bucket of vanilla ice cream. It was huge and boy was it delicious. I kept eating and eating. Eventually, however, Sevan placed a dog in the bucket, just opposite side of the bucket that I was eating, and he told me to continue on, noticing I had stopped.
It makes sense: someone drops a dog into your ice cream, and suddenly you realize this treat is wasted. The mere thought of a hairy, shedding animal who licks his genitals and then his fur touching your food is enough to deter most from eating further. But that image of a dog is enough to spark a thought, which is enough to spark an action. That is the crucial thing to extract from this experiment.
Contemplation is man's greatest ally and biggest foe
But imagine if I were blindfolded, couldn't smell the dog and the dog remained completely silent, and I only heard Sevan lower an object into the ice cream bowl. The same event takes place, except that now only my perception of a dog is removed; it could now be anything. Would I still eat the ice cream? Would you still eat the ice cream?
In the next scenario, I was shown as image of a child sitting in a small tub. He was happy, cheerful, usually the status of a healthy child. Then, a sudden switch to these grotesque worms crawling over his body, free to explore any crevice they so desired, spreading dirty, grime and feces on his body.
The child's countenance immediately changed; his watery eyes glazed over with a film of unending torment and disgust, unable to release pressure; his shoulders drooped downward with the weight of helplessness; his energy drained and gone, the smile which once gave my joy replaced with a melancholy, flaccid attempt at oral expression. Merely watching such a sight drained me of my energy
Look at this picture and don't have an involuntary reaction
There lied the lesson. We are deeply affected by events that happen to us, as much as we are affected by events that afflict to others. This was a dream; what happens when it becomes a horror movie? a super-violent video game? a brutal sport? promiscuous rap lyrics? a far-fetched comedy video? a TV show pelting us with opinions? a news caster relating violent crimes and heinous activities? I'm not demonizing any of these different mediums, but we must pay attention to how they are affecting us, on a much deeper, molecular level.
I will return to this article with some scientific data I can find on the subject, but just to reiterate: we need to monitor what we allow into our auras and orifices (eyes, mouth, nose, ears, pores, genitals, etc.). A simple voyeur experience is all the mind, body, spirit needs to have a very real, vivid reaction. Therefore, it's important that we only allow in that which will benefit us greatly. I'm most certain our cells will thank us later.
Gaia Sophia and the Origin of Mankind
Wholeness and Greetings! Recently I began learning a bit about the origins of the planet. Finding a non-religious source that isn't too incredible is difficult, but sometimes you come across information that is just so potent and foreign, you have to consider if someone would exert the time and energy to fabricate it.
Cue scene: I come across John Lash and his book on the Mythos of Gaia Sophia. It details a beautiful, almost tragic, story of cosmic energies from the center of the galaxy which are not only responsible for our creation, but one of said cosmic forces has become the physical Earth we walk upon; the earth is a living and breathing being, responsible in many more ways than one for our existence.
The read is great (albeit long!) and I encourage anyone who is curious about the creation of the planet, or even if you wonder about your human connection to the planet. John Lash is a talented scholar and writer and breaks down several necessary points to innerstand before tackling the myth itself.
More on Gaia Sophia here:
http://issuu.com/theresistance/docs/sophia
http://gaiaspora.org/
What Makes Me Sad
(An article written a while ago. Listen to my own suffering in this.)
Look around! and see people who do not realize the potential they contain. Everyone has the ability to do anything they want through any means necessary.
But instead of seeking the paths of success, we seek the excuses and the bars to entry "forced" upon us by governments, parents, societal systems, whatever scapegoat appeases our minds.
The "unfortunate" can find a hundred and one reasons to not seek the education and the alternatives they can research and tap into right now to accomplish their deepest desires and their most yearned-for dreams.
Our parents do not allow us to grow and instead coerce us to follow in their footsteps to mediocrity and quaint glories.
We do not admire our own talents and instead vie vehemently for goals set by bright lights and screens; we seek to follow people whose nature we do not know, people who express to the masses eager to listen values basic and lacking in empathy.
The sheep will take heed and follow; the willful will struggle through the torrent of adversity.
Within us all is unlimited power and potential, timeless talent, unbelievable strength and reserve. That is what makes us all human: our innumerable possibilities of actions and outcomes.
To ignore this is to ignore your unique position among the cosmos; to be lead astray from your mountain overflowing with copper, silver and gold and told to work and be prey so you can enjoy an eternity of worshiping the one and only god when you die.
That we have come so far from our divinity and have instead resorted to murdering each other over ideologies and rubber soles; that we have forgotten where we go when we die, what composes our experience and consciousness; that humanity has lost its way and has given up the search within...
That makes me sad.
Wholeness
Welcome to all! This is almost my third "return" of sorts but hey at least I didn't forget about this!
I have been receiving a lot of information over the past few months, from valuable people, books and in my dreams as well, and I cannot wait to share my growth with whomever is willing to listen, to retort and to do their own research so they can extract whatever they need to for their own personal growth.
This is a beautiful point in this universal/innerversal "timeline" where now everything is laid bare for us to find and take in. There is almost nothing that we cannot about and not find the answer to our qualms. So why not do some seeking for your deepest questions?
I am not saying to ask me, but I'm sure I could answer a few things here and there from my own experience and point of view that could spread insight on where to look next and such.
I plan to change the name very soon cuz I'm no longer kicking it with any Egyptian buddies either, especially after learning about the serpent tricks and deceit that has been occurring on this planet for thousands and thousands of years, something I hope to get into when I can learn to condense that frequency into something conscience and presentable.
In conclusion, just a reminder that there will more than likely be additions and modifications made to this site that I hope will not only attract the novice and average reader, but that will also confirm or raise questions, even corrections, from the adepts and experts on the field of knowledge.
Here is to looking forward the the expansion of the entirety of humanity, regardless of religious faith, of melanin count, height, weight and worldly accomplishment!
Nature Has Your Back.
Yeah so it's been a while since I've posted but I've been busy studying law, government, a whole host of wonderful topics. But while taking a small break, I quickly read up on the plant that's most often praised for its intrinsic "medicinal" capabilities: aloe vera.
I'll share the link at the bottom. I hope you guys have been meditating, eating right, looking up all these words we keep saying without even thinking twice to consult a dictionary. Either way, I know I have. Seek truth and knowledge of self and no one can steer you into anything.
13 love and 13 wisdom to you all.
Elemental "Powers"
I plan on doing a huge article on the elements as soooooon as I get this fly ass book called "Mastering 5-Elements" by Tanya Storch. I've heard a fair amount about the elements and how each one is connected with a different ability. This is a short break down of each one:
Fire
Telepathy, consciousness (super-awareness of what's going on), mental clarity.
The fire sign is associated with Aries, Leo, and Sagittarius, all signs of leaders, go-getters, people who take the active role more often that receive a passive role. Hence, the element of fire imbues its holders with mental capabilities that soar over the rest i.e. telepathy, enhanced focus, etc. It is also the most masculine element of the four.
(Would you want a leader who wasn't clear-headed or, at the very least, influential?)
The communicative powers of the element of fire include the ability to bolster others minds, transferring consciousness (as in "possession"), immunity to fire and diseases, and, mostly importantly, a strong sense of love.
Water
Intuition
Water is related to the subconscious, the unknown known that's always accessible, but you just have to dive and search within. Intuition is defined as the "direct perception of truth, fact, etc., independent of any reasoning process; immediate apprehension." So if you are a Cancer, Scorpio or Pisces, you've probably noticed that it's very hard for people to bullshit you or try to to sell you something; you don't just walk right into something blindly without calculating in your head about every little thing your mind picks up. Immediately you can tell when a trap is imminent. It is the most feminine element of the four.
(As the most feminine element, remember how your mother was easily able to detect that something was wrong in a given situation, even when it wasn't verbally expressed?)
The communicative powers of Water include the ability to balance out the other elements, to create illusions, and to heal.
Air
Clairvoyance
Air is connected to clairvoyance, the ability to view reality from any angle. Gemini, Libra and Aquarius are of this element. Those in touch with the air element will be able to alter themselves easily to confront the issues they deal with in the world. It is the second most masculine element of the four.
(Have you ever met someone who had the foresight to prevent something terrible from happening?)
The communicative powers of Air are the ability to remote view, alchemy (the science of the soul), and shift frequency of their consciousness. These all relate to self-alchemy, which is someone's capacity to change their ways and view the world differently.
An example of self-alchemy would be Malcolm X, who's life views changed drastically at different stages of his life. If you read his autobiography, you'll realize at certain points of his life, he couldn't think or act a certain way anymore, simply because it didn't fit in with his goals at the given moment. That ability to drop habits and vocabulary at the drop of a hat is very difficult for some.
Earth
Psychometry
Finally, the last element: Earth. Associated with Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn, the Earth element is the most tactile of the four. It grants the ability of psychometry - the ability to pick up an object and instantly know everything about that object. (If you've seen the 1993 movie Meteor Man with Robert Townsend, you may remember one of the many abilities he gained was the ability to pick up magazines and instantly know everything inside.) It is the second most feminine element of the four.
(Have you ever gone shopping and just felt a certain item was made just for you?)
The communicative powers it grants include tapping into all of the other elements, talking to molecules, walking though rocks and woods, and delving deeper into the bodily senses.
Well there you have it. This is a small introduction of the elements, and as I said I plan to delve much deeper into this stuff because I'm very much interested. Stay tuned and learn more with me as I go along.
Anyways I'm tired of typing so Hotep to you all, and may you walk in the darkness, which is the light.
-G
Entertainment or Mythology?
You can't watch a movie today and believe that you are only being entertained. Niggas prolly still read the parable of the Prodigal Son and actually believe that it's based on a wasteful son returning to his father after hitting rock bottom?
Although I can't really speak for movies coming out now (I refuse to watch them because they are so infested with occult symbolism I'm not sure if I'll walk out the same), I can speak for movies that have come out early 2000 and prior. These were movies where people wrote messages to the public, guised in a zombie invasion or a hero who realizes his is The One, to warn those who were aware as to what is going on. Many of them have to douse the story in fantasy to get the message across, while other just flat out speak directly to you through the dialogue within the movie.
You aren't supposed to to go home with the jitters or thinking about how hot such a character looked. These are warning signs alerting you to truths are laden throughout this holographic reality. If you watch The Matrix and only perceived the few seconds Neo evaded a few bullets in slow motion instead of the concept of a holographic reality where "machines" (or the emotional equivalent of) are carving bullshit into our DNA, into our consciousness, harnessing our energy for their own purposes, you've missed the entire purpose of the two-hour lecture designed to get you thinking outside of the social box you've been placed in since birth.
The problem with watching a movie and thinking everything is all sugar and tea is you go home having a positive/negative feeling about the story you just imagined, thinking that was the purpose of the movie. Your subconscious is picking up all these symbols, all these ideas, conversations, sounds embedded in the movie, but your attribution of positive/negative to the story carry over to the subconscious.
In order to start innerstanding the messages sent to you through movies, you have to stop being engrossed in the characters of the story. Realize that the names, locations, events, have all been meditated upon and chosen for a specific reason. No author ever writes a story or play without thinking about a specific message they wish to get across within their story. If you've ever seen a play or skit that was poorly written, yet had a meaning to it, you could tell right away what was going to happen or what the moral of the story was. That's because you could step outside the story for a minute, look forward to the ending using critical thinking, piecing together bits of the story you've seen thus far plus what you know of the world and how things work, predicting what will happen next.
The same goes for movies. As I said above, I'm not quite sure of these recent movies, because in today's entertainment world, shit just seems to be going downhill. Although there prolly is someone who's cooking up a warning sign, I doubt that many of the movies we see now are actually helping us any more than they are confirming to those in occult societies what they already know: the sheeple are almost ready for harvest.
Tips for Decoding Movies
There honestly is no easy way to begin decoding movies. You first need to know what you are decoding, and that can either take a few Google searches or a few months reading into occult sciences and symbols. Your choice. But either way you do need to know what ideas, names, insignia, whatever relates to these ideas in the occult sciences in order to point them out.
Remove yourself from the story. The action sequences may be fascinating to watch thanks to CGI and shit, but don't let that take you away from the point. Where on their bodies are these people being hurt? Who wins? What weapon are they using? Even these few minutes are important to the symbological interpretation.
Last one for this article is to not be absorbed into decoding everything! Don't just go around watching every single movie just to interpret a few lines from an over-paid, untalented asshole on the screen. Live your life! I'm just keeping you aware of the fact that movies aren't solely for entertainment so you can learn from what movies you do watch.
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The next time a friend suggests going to see an alleged "hit blockbuster movie" (Dark Knight for example) think twice about it. Is it worth the bloated price of a move ticket to bombard your senses and subconscious with bullshit? Probably not.
-G
-G
How to Meditate: First Steps Toward Inner Serenity
So, you've been thinking of better ways to remove stress from your life than vacations and weekly trips to liver damage camp. I can think of no better, more peaceful way than to simply meditate. It's been practiced by several ancient peoples all over the worlds, as well as your average ordinary soccer mom today. However, the end game is the same: to plunge deeper into the self and to focus the body's energies centers and repair them, keeping them flowing in balance. Interested? Here are a few tips to help you get started.
Set aside a quiet, comfortable spot in your home for your meditation. Make sure you do not over eat before, that you use the bathroom, and have the television, cellular phone, lights, computer, everything that could possibly distract you or cause you to stray from the session, turned off. This is your time, so respect it. You can lay down, be seated with you feet flat on the floor, cross your legs, whichever position works for you, so long as you stay attentive and do not find yourself drifting off to sleep. That is vital to proper meditation, because you need be aware your body's energy, which will be doing backflips, showing you where on your body you may need to focus your attention.
We first begin with the breathing. You can practice this with your eyes open just to get it down. Inhale deeply through the nostrils, filling your stomach with air first, then your diaphragm, and finally your chest, all in one breath. It will take practice to do it smoothly, but practice makes perfect. Try not to force yourself; it will distract you. Take it easy; as is said, "Rome was not built in a day."
Next, exhale. Exhale slowly through your nostrils for as long as you inhaled. If you took seven seconds to inhale, exhale slowly for seven seconds. This helps to achieve a balance for the breath, making it easier to sustain throughout the meditation. Remember, you want this to be relaxing and automatic. If you are breathing erratically and shallowly, your thoughts will reflect this lack of discipline and begin attacking you.
The next thing to "master" are your thoughts. But the truth is, you cannot "master" them at all. Even with your eyes open, you will notice that thoughts keep rushing about you and you will try to fling one this way and toss this one the other way. Best advice is to simply do nothing. Don't try to ignore it, as you will still be exerting some sort of mental action, but simply observe it. Watch the thoughts come and go, even laugh at a few, but don't place any judgment on them. Don't remind yourself to stop thinking; simply watch. Observe. See what the mind throws at you and then recognize who are you to see the mind from that point of view. That is the first step towards enlightenment: realizing that you are not the mind.
Now for a trial: close your eyes and practice breathing a bit. You don't have to try ignoring your thoughts, but if you feel ready, why not? If you feel like you've made progress, good job! If you need more help, just keep trying at it.
Set aside a quiet, comfortable spot in your home for your meditation. Make sure you do not over eat before, that you use the bathroom, and have the television, cellular phone, lights, computer, everything that could possibly distract you or cause you to stray from the session, turned off. This is your time, so respect it. You can lay down, be seated with you feet flat on the floor, cross your legs, whichever position works for you, so long as you stay attentive and do not find yourself drifting off to sleep. That is vital to proper meditation, because you need be aware your body's energy, which will be doing backflips, showing you where on your body you may need to focus your attention.
We first begin with the breathing. You can practice this with your eyes open just to get it down. Inhale deeply through the nostrils, filling your stomach with air first, then your diaphragm, and finally your chest, all in one breath. It will take practice to do it smoothly, but practice makes perfect. Try not to force yourself; it will distract you. Take it easy; as is said, "Rome was not built in a day."
Next, exhale. Exhale slowly through your nostrils for as long as you inhaled. If you took seven seconds to inhale, exhale slowly for seven seconds. This helps to achieve a balance for the breath, making it easier to sustain throughout the meditation. Remember, you want this to be relaxing and automatic. If you are breathing erratically and shallowly, your thoughts will reflect this lack of discipline and begin attacking you.
- For now just practice breathing in and out. Don't yet close your eyes, just take a second to get the breathing down right. Actually, if you can master your breathing while awake, on the train, at school, during the job, with the kids, out on the town, you are already taking steps to becoming at peace on a conscious level wherever you go. Breathing is important to your mental health and clarity.
The next thing to "master" are your thoughts. But the truth is, you cannot "master" them at all. Even with your eyes open, you will notice that thoughts keep rushing about you and you will try to fling one this way and toss this one the other way. Best advice is to simply do nothing. Don't try to ignore it, as you will still be exerting some sort of mental action, but simply observe it. Watch the thoughts come and go, even laugh at a few, but don't place any judgment on them. Don't remind yourself to stop thinking; simply watch. Observe. See what the mind throws at you and then recognize who are you to see the mind from that point of view. That is the first step towards enlightenment: realizing that you are not the mind.
Now for a trial: close your eyes and practice breathing a bit. You don't have to try ignoring your thoughts, but if you feel ready, why not? If you feel like you've made progress, good job! If you need more help, just keep trying at it.
- Just a pro tip as you get better: As you close your eyes and begin getting deeper and deeper into the meditative focus, begin to visualize and feel your energies moving about you. As you inhale, imagine that pure light enters your body, cleansing your head, your neck, your arms, your hands, your chest, your abdomen, your waist, your hips, your thighs, your knees, your shins, your calves, your feet, your toes. Imagine that with each breath in, these areas of your body are being renewed; are being relaxed and cosmically massaged by that pure light. As you exhale, imagine all the stress, the filth accumulated in your body, all the negative emotions you have bottled up, rushing out of your body. Let them go with the air you breathe outwards.
Practice these basic steps and you will see progress. Mediation is a wonderful, FREE autonomous way to remove stress and be happy, so why not give it a shot. The worst you could do is miss that television show with artificial drama and scripted love, or a Micky D's burger that will have you slumped in your chair thinking about buying some new clothes. Meditation does not have to be methodical or complicated; it is about naturally allowing your bodily energies to flow freely, cleansing your energetic centers, or chakras, within, granting you mental, physical and spiritual balance in your waking life. It is how yogis of millennium past have achieved enlightenment. And although you don't have to take it as seriously to experience the beneficial effects, it doesn't hurt to feel reunited with the cosmos either.
-G
Peace and Love, Welcome to the Blog
Hello to everyone who may be reading this, whether you were bored and looking for something to past the time, or you were searching for something and happened to find it on my site (which would be quite the ego boost). This site will be dedicated to wisdom, truth and knowledge, backed by the proof that can't be found in any scholastic institution or from the government. This website will include a whole manner of topics, from spiritual transformation, to code breaking for your own personal life, to plain venting from my personal life that I feel could help benefit anyone else who may read it, journal entries after a long day; you get the message.
I'm a young man, 22 years young, seeking knowledge wisdom, and a beautiful woman to call my queen haha. Life has been very interesting to me (in hindsight at least) and I have learned much about myself and people in general. I have always been the social outcast, unlike the others, the oddball, the weird kid, blah blah. Before I used to be phased by it; now I am grateful for such a life, that I may have the mental acuity I have now, that I can step outside of myself and see how I act and think, given I've had so much time to do so being alone for most of my life. I've been able to freely think as I please, so my imagination is bright and free flowing. I am creative and original, and I take great pride in my own self-taught values I live by. I can critically think and reason, so no one can bullshit me or lie to my face. I AM and I'm happy that my experience has been so volatile and heavy because now I can appreciate and recognize true peace.
If any are interested, I can post more about myself, but for now I'll cut it here. Stay tuned for plenty of information that I hope you can use to better yourself and those around you. Hotep and Love.
-G
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